Broken promises and broken dreams. It feels like broken bones in your body. All hope is lost by the inpact. Empty mind, empty heart. Empty time. Empty body. You see what going on but you yourself isnt there. You are lost in the dream, play the perfect sanaryo. Shivers down your bakc when you come back to reality. Life isnt perfect but neither is love.
To who ever is reading,
Two hearts, two people, one dream. Hiddne messages of th future. One unfarmiliar boy, one farmiliar girl. In oe girls mind as she dreams. The boy says forever. But what does that really mean? To me it means never ending, uncondishonaly exsisting. Threw the wind and rain. Threw the sun and storms. Threw fire and ice. But hat does forever mean to you?
Dear Jacob,
I'm off sayin i love you Jacob. When you sat with me in band and we talk was fun. We laughted at all the new kids that wanted to play drums and th gay guy who wanteds to play the saxsiphone. And today in chore you where looking at me the whole time, while we were singing, talking and listening. We has three classes together and im afaid to set bye you because of what you might think. There our peoples how might think the wrong thing went i want that thing to happen. unfortunatly peoples our standing in the way. there Gwen and Alex and other people. We talk in the hallway and we ahve a great time. I love you jaco
*~I'll Try Not To...~*
I'll try not to believe in fairy tales anymore
Because I know reality doesn't work that way.
It's time for the childhood dreams to be ignored
And to accept the fact that they're fading away.
I'll try not to believe you're the Prince anymore ---
The one who'd be different from all the rest.
Any hope that you'd rescue me should be ignored.
Maybe your presence was only a part of my test.
I'll try not to believe that voice anymore ---
Who whispers in my heart that I still care.
Those thoughts, these feelings must be ignored.
For me, to fall so far from my tower is rare.
I shouldn't have looked beyond my stone w
11 January 2009
There is a rift between us,
I on one side and you on the other,
Separated by a pit of neverending darkness.
There is a rift between us,
A great, vast ocean of torrential waters,
Determined to keep me from crossing to you.
There is a rift between us,
Wide as a mile yet widening more and more
Each month, each day, each everlingering moment.
There is a rift between us,
A crack in the ice beneath our feet, and I'm drifting farther
And farther away, and you're slowly vanishing from view.
There is a rift between us,
A tenebrous abyss, black as the blackest night,
That stares deeply into me as I stare deeply into it.
You can't wait to fall in love huh?
Can't wait to hear your heart go *bump-bump-bump*
Can't wait to feel that tingle?.....those butterflies?
But in the same way you can't wait to hear those cries...
Can't wait to stab your heart..letting it pour out...
Giving it your all?
Taking a risk of having a fall?
Knowing you might be up at 3am staring at the wall?
Who knows?
Take that chance!
Stab it with your lance!
Go for it full force....full throttle!
Who knows when you will get another...
~full-on love~
You and I.
You're the only reason
I wake up every morning.
You're the only person
that I wanna be with.
You're the only guy
that I have my eyes on.
I'll never forget that moment
when you said be mine.
I'll never forget the times when
we'd just stare into eachother's eyes.
I'll never forget our first kiss,
baby, it left me in bliss.
Hear me when I say,
I'll be there for you.
Hold me when I say,
I need you.
Trust me when I say,
I love you.
Hey peeps! Im Carly, and i LOVE softball! i have been playing forever! well i am also a Christian and im proud to adment it! well thanks for looking at my page!
Current Residence: America Personal Quote: live life like you were dying
I am afraid of:
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[x] birds
[x] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[x] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[x] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[x] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[] large crowds
Ok I know i havent been on her in a little while but this is so cool! Im on a bus going to chicago and I have one of those mini laptops from
verison, is so cute and small and cool! WEll im going on a gifted trip for school to chicago and im so excited. Ive never even been to Illois. WEll talk to you peeps later^^
Well today was a good day. Right now I'm texting Jacob. He wants me to go to his baseball game with him, EEEEE. I'm happy! Well, my foot is still hurting and the third pitcher on my softball team hurt her arm so now were down to two pitchers! Grr. Well, I had to take a social studies test. My new Kitten is going great. OMG OMG OMG Jake just text me saying I could go hes picking me up! Ok I have to go get ready!!! EEE